Tuesday, November 29, 2022

New Project and Vella Update



Threads that Bind is a new blog launched by Jack Tyler, a long time indie author.


The blog is a coalition of authors and artists specializing in things macabre. It doesn’t matter the genre, just as long as the subject matter is chilling. Because, as some argue, horror isn’t a genre, it’s a mood, it’s the atmosphere that is brought to a genre.


Aside from Jack and myself, David Lee Summers, an indie author who has also been around the block a few times, and Venus Tyler, an upcoming young artist who is demonstrating a superb command of the artistic media, are also involved in the project.


It is our intention to add other writers and artists to our consortium. So that we can get varied perspectives on the genre, the craft, and the art of the macabre.


So take a look at our new project and feel free to add comments as to what you would like for us to discuss and we will take that under advisement.


My inaugural post can be found here: https://threadsthatbind.net/2022/11/25/fear-is-always-with-us/


I talk about my own introduction to the horror genre, which goes back 60 plus years, and why I find the macabre captivating. I hope you enjoy the post! And the blog!


Vella Report




As you may recall, I launched Tales Macabre and Arabesque on Vella back in October.


So far, I would have to say the results are underwhelming.


I published the first four episodes in October, and have been releasing a new episode every Monday starting with Halloween.


Yesterday, Episode #8, “Diaphanous, In Red Silk”, was published. It is a flash fiction piece, that in Japanese literary fashion, provides the middle of the story, and invites you, the reader, to provide the beginning and end. I hope you enjoy it.


Thus far, there have been 20 episode reads; 7 of which were locked episodes. Which means readers paid tokens to read those seven episodes. The other 13 reads were of the initial free episodes.


Amazon told me that I earned a $10 bonus for October, and I noticed that so far for November I have earned 24¢ in royalties.


I do have 4 folks following the story, and have received 13 thumbs up. A nice bit of positive response there.


As I contemplate the less than stellar performance of my entry story, it may be due to the fact that I only have one story up. A story that is actually a short story collection.


And it may be that the indie mantra of write fast and publish often also applies to Vella.


If that is the case, then I should probably be running at least two, if not three or more series at one time. And that’s a lot of writing.


Another possibility for the underwhelming performance may be freebie grabbers.


Those are the folks who will read anything for free and suddenly disappear when they have to fork over some money.


I’ve run into freebie grabbers with my mailing list promotions, where I offer a free book in exchange for adding the person to my email list. 


The freebie grabber takes the book and immediately unsubscribes or proceeds to never open a single email from me. And those folks usually constitute at least half of the responses I get on such promotions.


Amazon, by giving away the first three episodes of a Vella story for free, is, in my opinion, inviting freebie grabbers to the party.


I will have to talk with other Vella authors to find out if they have an issue with freebie grabbers. These are only my initial ruminations, and may need to be taken with a grain of salt.


On the positive side, from what I hear, for those who can produce the necessary product at a swift enough pace, some decent pocket change awaits. And who doesn’t like pocket change?


In the new year, I may have to consider running a couple of series and see if that moves the income needle more in my favor.


The one big advantage of Vella, as I see it, for now at least, is that it operates outside of the normal KDP world. It is its own entity.


Another is that Vella is sponsored by Amazon. It avoids the obscurity of platforms like Chanillo and provides a monetary incentive, unlike Wattpad. And who doesn’t want the advantage of prominence and money?


I encourage both readers and writers to give Vella a try. It just may prove to be the next best thing since sliced bread.


You can find Tales Macabre and Arabesque here: https://amzn.to/3u2mAwm


Comments are always welcome! And until next time, happy reading!



CW Hawes is a playwright, award-winning poet, and a fictioneer, with a bestselling novel. He’s also an armchair philosopher, political theorist, social commentator, and traveler. He loves a good cup of tea and agrees that everything’s better with pizza.


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Tuesday, November 22, 2022

Eight Years An Indie Author-Publisher

 



It is difficult to believe I published my first four books eight years ago. November 8, 2014.


It’s been a wild ride. I’ve watched excellent writers get discouraged and quit. I’ve watched mediocre writers become millionaires. I’ve watched good writers continue to endure, hoping for a break.


For myself, I have come to the realization this gig is basically a hobby. I’m not going to get rich and probably won’t be able to buy that Rolls Royce I’ve always wanted.


I can’t write fast enough to put out a book a month. And that’s pretty much a necessity, if you want to hit the big time and stay there in the indie world. 


I don’t have the money to launch massive ad campaigns, nor the know-how to fudge the system to get those coveted bestseller rankings. 


I don’t care to write in the genres that are hot, where the books simply fly off the shelves. They aren’t my cup of tea. I don’t like to read them, and therefore probably wouldn’t do a good job writing them even if I chose to do so. Then again, quality has nothing to do with marketing.


Given the above, I have been asked, “So why continue? Don’t you have anything better to do?”


The answer to the last question is NO. I do have other things that I can do — but nothing, for me, is better than telling stories.


The first question, why continue, is actually one I have been asking myself of late. Writing and publishing a book it is a lot of work, and it does cost money. Sometimes more than I make from the book.


So why do it?


I do it because I love storytelling.


I’ve always wanted to be a writer. I loved reading as a kid and I wanted to create stories and hopefully give others something of the enjoyment I had received from books.


When I was young, I didn’t write stories like many writers say they did. I told myself stories and sometimes acted them out in my play. Maybe that is why I have always been drawn to acting and drama. It’s probably why I focus on dialogue in my writing and tend to skimp on the description.


Whether vocal or written, storytelling is still storytelling. We tell stories to make us laugh, to make us cry, to encourage us, to give us hope, to allay our fears, and to realize our dreams. 


Storytelling does all that for not only the storyteller but also his audience.


So while I am not making much money at this gig, I am getting paid in something other than money.


Whenever I read a good review or tweet about one of my books I know that I have touched someone’s heart. I have given someone a bit of joy to help them make it through their day. And that makes me just a little bit richer.


But the indie publishing scene is changing. Many authors have decided to take even more control of their work. They are moving away from Amazon.


There is an increase in the number of writers moving away from being exclusive with Amazon, in order to offer their books to readers through a multitude of vendors.


A growing number of writers are focusing on selling from their websites and to the members of their Patreon channels.


Others are using Kickstarter to bring in needed funds and to reach new readers.


I myself I am moving more and more away from Amazon. I no longer directly search for books on Amazon. Because when I do — half of my search results are sponsored ads. And most have nothing to do with what I am searching for.


Now I search for books using Google. Although ads are on the increase with Google. If the ad situation on Google gets to be too much, I will have to start using my Brave browser instead.


As more and more authors realize the odds of readers finding their book among the 7+ million books on Amazon, they are going to start to search for other options, other avenues to get their books in front of potential readers.


And I am right there with them. Amazon hasn’t treated me badly. Quite the contrary. However, when I search for my own books and can’t find them in the first three pages of search results — then I know no one will find them doing a general search.


People don’t like to click and they don’t like to scroll. They want what they’re looking for right there in front of their face without having to bother scrolling or clicking. And if my book isn’t on page 1 of the search results — for all intents and purposes it doesn’t exist.


I am not sure what the new year will bring. I am not going to give up writing. But traditional publishing and the standard indie route (which isn’t all that different from traditional publishing) is simply too crowded. It takes money and savvy marketing to get a break and I have neither the cash nor the skills.


So I will be looking for new avenues to try to get my books before the eyes of potential readers. What they are, I don’t know. At least not yet. NFTs? Maybe. Kickstarter? Maybe. Push hard to collect fans on my mailing list? Maybe. YouTube? Maybe.


If you like my books, please spread the word. Because word-of-mouth is the best advertising. Thanks!


For now, you can find all of my books on Amazon.




Comments are always welcome! And until next time, happy reading!



CW Hawes is a playwright, award-winning poet, and a fictioneer, with a bestselling novel. He’s also an armchair philosopher, political theorist, social commentator, and traveler. He loves a good cup of tea and agrees that everything’s better with pizza.




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Tuesday, November 15, 2022

Justice Sampler

 Last post, I talked a bit about the newest addition to the Magnolia Bluff Crime Chronicles: Kelly Marshall’s Justice.

In this post, I thought you might like to take a read of a portion of chapter one. Something to wet your whistle. Something to get a feel for the excitement and tension Ms. Marshall packs into the first chapter.


So, without any further advertising, I give you Justice by Kelly Marshall. Book 8 in the Magnolia Bluff Crime Chronicles.





Chapter One


“Take it easy. Catch your breath.” I reached out and touched his shaking shoulder. What could possibly have frightened him so much?


He dropped his head down on his chest and sucked in several more breaths. When he looked up at me, tears had made a muddy path from his eyes to his chin. “La chica esta muerta.” The girl is dead.


I stood and reached out my hand to help him up. “Donde esta ella? Take me to her.” 


He staggered up and leaned against me for support. How quickly he morphed from a tough teen into a frightened youth. 

We threaded our way through red cedars and bald cypress trees. The teen pointed to a spot approximately twenty yards ahead. 


His voice quavered. “She’s over there.” 


Blow flies buzzed and circled a slender, pubescent body. She lay facedown, her brown legs and arms outstretched. She wore one frayed tennis shoe and no clothing. Heavy bruising and welts dotted her legs and arms. I checked for a pulse, but it was clear the child was dead. 


I noticed a blue band secured around her wrist like those attached when someone enters the hospital. Odd. There was no identifying information on the band. 


The lack of putrefaction and rigor on the corpse told me this girl died very recently. I carefully stepped away from the body to preserve the scene. Her ripped clothes lay in a pile next to her corpse. Bloody cotton panties hung from a nearby tree.


Behind me, I heard the teen gag, and turned to find him bent over, hands on his knees, vomiting.


I keyed my shoulder mic. “10-79. 10-79. Body of female juvenile found at Ink Lake. Request CSI stat at 3630 Park Rd 4 W, Burnet. Repeat. Request CSI at 3630 Park Rd 4. I’m a quarter mile in the tree line from dock. Notify Wylie Garrison to contact the Medical Examiner stat.”


My teenage companion barfed until all that was left were dry heaves. He insisted he wanted to leave. 


“What’s your name?”


“Julio Mendez.”


“Julio. You found the body and that makes you very important to this investigation. I’m gonna let you slide on not having a license. But make my job easier by sticking around. Otherwise, I’ll have to come find you and that wastes my time and may embarrass you in front of your friends. You’re a hero.”


He stood up taller. “Estas seguro?”


“Yes, I’m sure. You’re a key person. We need your help.”


He nodded toward the body. “I don’t want to see that. Those flies are eating her.”


I agreed with Julio. The incessant buzzing of the ravenous insects disturbed me as well. As bad as that was, at least the body had yet to omit the overwhelming odor of putrefaction.


“Let’s move back away and wait for my guys to arrive.”


While we lingered at the edge of the tree line, I took a statement from Julio and recorded it on my phone. He admitted running away from me, fearful because he had neither a driver’s license nor a fishing license.


“I can let you slide on the fishing license but driving without a license is a more serious matter.”


“But you said, I’m a hero and you’d let me slide.”


I lied and deflected. “Let me talk to my boss and see what I can do.”


He seemed relieved and continued his statement that he stumbled on the girl running away from me and immediately turned and ran back to the dock to report finding the body.


The team hustled to the lake within a half- hour. I waved them over. 


The Burnet County white forensic van screeched to a stop in front of us. Doors flew open, and four agents spilled out toting canvas bags filled with the necessary tools of their trade. One of them lugged a body bag and a lightweight metal board to carry the corpse away from the crime scene.


Sheriff Blanton’s black Charger announced his arrival with a piercing siren, lights pulsing, and a thick dust storm trailing behind him. He braked behind the forensic van. Buck Blanton grunted as he emerged from his cruiser. 


The massive man stood to his full six- foot-two height and put on his gray Stetson. The hat, his Ray-bans, and black quill Justin boots were the man’s signature. You never saw Buck without them. They were as much a part of his uniform as the khaki-colored shirt and pants he wore. 


Blanton power walked toward me. “You found the body, Miss Jackson.”


“Yes, sir.”


“Fill me in.”


I nodded toward Julio. “We’d had some words, and he decided to leave.” As he was running from the area, he stumbled on the body.”


Blanton put his big hand on Julio’s shoulder. “You need to show Officer Jackson more respect than that. Don’t you know that, boy?”


Julio shrank beneath the man’s grasp and didn’t answer.


“Answer me, son, or I’ll lock you in my car.”


Julio’s surly attitude surfaced. “I found the body and reported it. You need me.”


Buck’s smile spread from ear to ear. “Is that right? You need to think about your answer, boy.” 


Blanton grabbed the teen under the arm, marched him to his Charger, pushed his head down and shoved him in the rear of the police car. A twerp, then a click from the sheriff’s fob locked the boy in the caged backseat of the car.


Blanton marched towards me. His smile spread-eagled across his face. He pontificated, “Now that, Officer Jackson, is how to handle a smart-ass gangsta wannabe. He needs to spend some time thinking about his shitty attitude. Now let’s go see the crime scene.”


“He’s mine, Sheriff. You can park him in your ride until we’re out of here. But he’s leaving with me.”


Blanton’s teeth flashed white. “I like the hell out of you, Madison. You got your Daddy’s gonads.”


“My daddy wants grandchildren someday, so I’m not sure he’d be happy with your description.”


“Just sayin’ he raised you right. Don’t get your panties in a wad.”


“Who says I wear them?”


Buck threw back his head and roared his approval of my quip. He charged into the trees leaving size-twelve shoe imprint as he crashed through the underbrush beside me.


What was once an eerily quiet death scene bustled like a beehive with the white-robed forensic team combing the grounds for clues and placing yellow evidence markers on the ground.


They had already bagged the victim’s hands. The girl was laying on her stomach, long black hair draping down her back. I noticed bruises and scrapes along her arms and broken fingernails, indicating she aggressively fought her attacker. 


The victim’s slim brown legs were spread apart suggesting a sexual assault and murder. What a desperate, sad way for a young life to end—her last moments on earth filled with frantic fear and pain and knowing she was marked for death.


Justice of the Peace Wiley Garrison trudged in behind us. The JP was a weenie of a man—slight build with wire-rimmed framed glasses that seemed to be set cock-eyed on his face. I thought he must have been teased mercilessly in grade school and later as the town one-hundred-pound weakling. 


He nodded at me and moved closer to the body then announced he’d attend the autopsy in Austin when the medical examiner scheduled it.


Wiley spoke to Dan Caruthers, the forensic team leader. “Can we turn her over?” A nod from the supervisor gave permission for the investigators to reposition the body.


“Shit.” I covered my mouth.


Blanton agreed. “We’re looking for an animal.”


Dried blood covered her face and pubic area. Deep cuts marred her cheeks, and her lips were sliced and dangling from the corner of her mouth. 


Bruises around her neck indicated strangulation. Both lower legs had been snapped and the tibia on her right leg protruded through her skin.


I turned away from the grisly scene momentarily to gather my resolve and swallow my gorge.


Buck spat on the ground and nodded towards the girl’s panties on the tree. “That’s the signature of the pervert coyotes. The killer’s started a rape tree. I’m bettin’ that’s hymen blood and this kid was trafficked out of Tenacingo, Mexico.”


“How can you be sure?”


He shrugged his beefy shoulders. “Tenacingo is the biggest source of sex slaves in the US. I’m a bettin’ man that this is the Jalisco New Generation Cartel or CJNG as they call themselves. See that band on her arm? The cartels tag these girls so everyone knows which gang owns them. These bastards work with families and buy their daughters for twenty to twenty-five thousand dollars.” He nodded at the child on the ground. “A virgin like this can fetch even more. Then they traffic them north and make prostitutes of them. The girls are forced to have sex with ten to fifteen clients a day, and they work them six days a week. The cartel rakes in millions.”


Looking at the child on the ground, I was aghast and couldn’t imagine this pre-teen being raped repeatedly, day after day. I wondered if she had tried to run and that’s why her killer mutilated her so viciously.


Wiley stood up and addressed the forensic team, “When you’re done here, I’ll drive her to Austin.”


“I’d like to attend it, too.”


Wiley looked at me. “Suit yourself, but I’d call the medical examiner and let him know you’re comin’.”


“Will do.”


Blanton eyeballed me. “Why put yourself through an autopsy? Ain’t this bad enough? When he gets that saw out and lops off the top of her head, you’re gonna be pukin’ your guts, Miss Jackson.”


“It won’t be my first, Sheriff, or my last.”


***


I hope you enjoyed that sample of Justice by Kelly Marshall. You can, of course, find the book on Amazon.


Comments are always welcome! And until next time, happy reading!



CW Hawes is a playwright, award-winning poet, and a fictioneer, with a bestselling novel. He’s also an armchair philosopher, political theorist, social commentator, and traveler. He loves a good cup of tea and agrees that everything’s better with pizza.




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Tuesday, November 8, 2022

Justice


Lots of stuff happens in Magnolia Bluff, Texas. Not nice stuff. Like murder. Attempted murder. Multiple murders. 


I’ve heard the locals, the long-time folk, saying, “Things used to pretty quiet around here until the new people started moving in.”


And maybe they’re right. I wouldn’t know. I’m a newbie myself. Moved to Magnolia Bluff 8 months ago.


The locals, though, are right: murder and mayhem do seem to occur about as regular as a full moon.


And here we are in November. Yep, there’s a full moon, and doggone it but State Conservation Officer Madison Jackson has just stumbled onto another body. This one though is especially nasty.


A young girl raped and murdered.


The blue band on her wrist and her underwear in the tree tell Madison that this isn’t your everyday, garden variety killing. It’s cartel related. And that ain’t good. Not in Magnolia Bluff.


But what can a conservation officer do about the killing? And that’s exactly what Madison asks herself. What can she do to bring about justice for the dead little girl?


Kelly Marshall is no stranger to the crime fiction scene. She’s the author of the 4 book Winston and Strom mystery series, and she brings that experience to the Magnolia Bluff Crime Chronicles series.


Justice is the 8th installment in this varied and exciting new series.


The book officially releases on November 16th, but you can pick up a copy today — on Amazon.


I read an advanced copy, and I can tell you Justice is full of suspense. And the ending? Well, I never saw that one coming.


Get yourself a copy of Justice today. You won’t regret it.


Comments are always welcome! And until next time, happy reading!



CW Hawes is a playwright, award-winning poet, and a fictioneer, with a bestselling novel. He’s also an armchair philosopher, political theorist, social commentator, and traveler. He loves a good cup of tea and agrees that everything’s better with pizza.




If you enjoyed this post, please consider buying me a cup of tea. Thanks! PayPal.me/CWHawes

Tuesday, November 1, 2022

I’m a Whale!

 


I’m a whale and didn’t know it.


And you might be saying, “What is he talking about?”


Well, I’m a whale reader. And I turned into one in 2017.


Prior to 2017, I read less than 35 bucks a year. That is still a significant number considering that in 2016 only 35% of Americans read 11 or more books in a year. And by 2021, only 27% of Americans read 11 or more books in a year.


However, in 2017 I read 53 books and two dozen short stories. In 2018, I read 56 books and 37 short stories. And the trend has not slacked off. So far this year, I’ve read 67 novels and novellas and 25 novelettes and short stories.


So what is a whale?


The term comes from the casino industry. A whale is a person who is a big gambler. They either gamble very frequently or they spend a huge amount of money whenever they show up. It goes without saying, casinos love these folk because they bring in big bucks for the establishment. Casinos even reward whales with complementary stays in food and other benefits.


When it comes to books and reading, a whale reader is one who reads at least a book a week.


As to what constitutes a book, well, the definition is a bit loose.


Jacqui Murray, on her blog, Notes that even novelettes Count as books for the purpose of determining ones well book count. A novelette is that story between 7000 and 20,000 words. To my mind, that is cheating. But, hey, if it’s packaged as a”book” who am I to quibble?


Getting Books


Now being a book beluga is something of a problem. Namely, it can be an expensive hobby. So how do I find books on the cheap? And if possible free.


Aside from outfits such as Freebooksy, there are lots of places to get good quality books for free. My favorites are Project Gutenberg, Project Gutenberg Australia, and Faded Page.


There are tens of thousands of quality books on those sites that are no longer under copyright. Granted, they are older books; but what’s wrong with older books? Nothing. Nothing at all.


archive.org is another source of free reading. I got the entire run of the original Weird Tales magazine off Archive. That will keep me busy for quite a while. In addition to Weird Tales, I picked up digital copies of dozens of other pulp magazines for free.


Another way to get free reading is to become a beta reader. Many indie authors are looking for good beta readers. You get a free read and also help an author make his or her book better.


In addition to the free book route, there are also boxcar loads of books you can get on the cheap.


I don’t go to the theater and I don’t watch much on TV or the streaming services. I prefer to read.


So if I add up the cost of movie tickets and streaming services — I figure I can buy one heck of a lot of books for that amount of money.


So where can a person get books on the cheap?


Surprisingly, Kickstarter is an option. Support an author and then rake in all manner of free stuff via the stretch goals. I supported a Dean Wesley Smith campaign and for my $25 I got not only the books I “paid” for, but loads of free books and courses by means of the stretch goals that were unlocked. I got many hours of reading for cents on the page.


But quite honestly, books on the cheap are everywhere — if you keep your eyes open.


Garage/yard/estate sales are great places to get books cheap.


Wildside Press Megapacks are generally 99¢, sometimes less, and offer the reader loads of quality stories and novels. Most are older works, but some are newer. All are good.


Indie authors in Kindle Unlimited often run sales and you can pick up title for free or 99¢.


Just keep your eyes open.


So what do I read? A bit of most everything.


Science fiction, horror, mysteries, adventure, literary fiction, historical fiction, fantasy, post-apocalyptic, and the occasional non-fiction book.


Recently I burned through the Tamer and Star Justice series by Michael-Scott Earle.


I love short stories and am reading the King Kull series by Robert E Howard.


In fact, I’ve stockpiled so many books that if I didn’t buy another book, I’d have enough to last me for years before I’d run out. And that’s a good feeling. 


Are you a whale? If so, drop me a note in the comments below and let me know what and who you are reading.


Comments are always welcome! And until next time, happy reading!



CW Hawes is a playwright, award-winning poet, and a fictioneer, with a bestselling novel. He’s also an armchair philosopher, political theorist, social commentator, and traveler. He loves a good cup of tea and agrees that everything’s better with pizza.




If you enjoyed this post, please consider buying me a cup of tea. Thanks! PayPal.me/CWHawes